You just can't let it all out

        As a normal person, we do need someone to cry on, to have a shoulder. But in any of my experience, to shout whenever we want will not make our heart breath better. Mostly its just hurt you more. To be honest, I do trust the Lord just like you. (for someone who trust) But to have a friend to lean on like Him is not every time calming. For a bit it will but eventually, Tadddaaaa! depress has control you once more. Knowing someone too close is not a bad or a good idea. Trust me, sometime's we just have to hide the feelings inside. Locked it all up. It wouldn't make any difference even if you shout about it. You still be you. Lonely, desperate, and sad.