Been scold to my boyfriend mother

Have you ever been scold to your boyfriend mother? yepp, i have and its fucking scary man. her eyes was just starring at me as if im gonna be her dinner for the night. okay okay .. it was probably my fault for stealing her son heart and took it to eat KFC. (I took her son pigi kfc :D ) There i was, sitting .. suddenly she came to me saying : !@#$%^&!@#$%^&*#$%^&* <---- Its a scold. hahaha do you know what i do during that scolding? I WAS SPEECHLESS! after it end, i have the chance to check my heart whether it was still pumping or not. (of course laa its still) Then, she took off with her i dont know. i call it the sporty car. because its look like a race car. hahaha The thing is, i was dead scared but i never blamed her. its rational for a mother. I knows she loves her son so much. sooo... the person that should be blame here is me. I understand. Oyaa , she's my teacher. and now, i never get out in my class. takut nanti terserampak sama cikgu F*****H.

Idham Aiman

The thing about saya dan dia adalah , kami sama kelas sjak form 2 lagi . sbnarnya i have this crush on him since form 1 but he doesn't even know im exist . tiba2 one day and 2 years later , a magical thing happen . HE LIKE ME ! *terharuuuu ~ sana la kmi mula rapat hati ke hati . hahaha (childish thing) I know , i know .. this is stupid . too early for me to trlibat dlm benda called love right ? well i don't care . I like him . he's my friend . oops .. boyfriend . he's very important to me right now . but the sad part is , its gonna end when we finish spm next year . so , slagi ada masa trluang , i will take care of him till then .
                                                                      P/s I really really really like you Idham :)

Happy Sabbath Everyone ;)

Its because that im young and i have a boyfriend in a childish way, adults think that i don't have the brain to succeed. That sucks! well yeah im stupid. Not saying that im not but i have brain and surprisingly i can think. Although not in a complete mature way but, yeah.. i still can think. I don't know how to say this. Sure you can understand what im saying through this question. Do read will you? :)
1. What do adults see in me?
~ Spoil and stupid with no bright and clear future.
2. How do i feel about it?
~ As if i wanna kick their butt hell yeah!
3. What do i think i can do?
~ Nothing. They're older than me. *respect :(
4. How do i really feel? honestly.
~ Honestly, im fucking sad *cry :'(
5. How do i handle such drama?
~ I lay my head down and imagining things with my negative reality to positif.
 #what im saying is, sy mmbayang smbil dgr lagu jadi seorng yg sgt important to everyone smpai drg xpndang rendah sma sy. hahaha (That's how i release stress)
         
                                                           P/s this is not about my parent. All adults are include. HAHA!

Smileeee :)

Alolololo.. I guess this kind of social network is not the same as Facebook or twitter huh? A little bit heart broken but still my mind kept on saying, Blogging is for smart people. so it's cooool. (perasan>,<) in facebook, one post done and BOOOM! about 20likes and maybe some comments. But dude, where's the fucking spammer?! surely, this is not facebook! hahaha whether i should still love blogging or not, i don't know. what is this for anyway? Im just giving a part in this for fitting in the trend. Not disliking or anything but, seriously im not into this anymore. Excuse my bad english. Well what can i say, nobody's perfect ~

A liar ..

       
         Too be lied to make's a very huge impact in someone else's life. I've been lied and its indeed giving me a hard time to believe such person. To forgive is never an option when heart is broken. Wish i could run away and turn over a new leaf and leave the liar's behind though they're the one who keep me strong all these year's. (my friends) Its easy to make a fresh start. The question is, will my heart stands? Fuh~ i really hate liar. (im not saying that im not one) But i stood up though. saying to myself. pretending it happen naturally to be called a normal happening. Making myself believe. That's just how life works. IT LIE.

You just can't let it all out

        As a normal person, we do need someone to cry on, to have a shoulder. But in any of my experience, to shout whenever we want will not make our heart breath better. Mostly its just hurt you more. To be honest, I do trust the Lord just like you. (for someone who trust) But to have a friend to lean on like Him is not every time calming. For a bit it will but eventually, Tadddaaaa! depress has control you once more. Knowing someone too close is not a bad or a good idea. Trust me, sometime's we just have to hide the feelings inside. Locked it all up. It wouldn't make any difference even if you shout about it. You still be you. Lonely, desperate, and sad. 

Lot's of love ~ xoxoxo

             
                                                          New's of the day ;)
Good Evening everyone! Here i want to say that its because that im new and no one actually know im exist, giving any saying i would not. I'll start active in blogging when my following starts at least 20. Be an adventurer for an adventurer always finds new amazing stuff to explore. So start your adventure to find me.
P/s I love panda. greatest wish is to see real live one. Amen!